One person in my life who would be impacted by my absence. If I disappeared tomorrow some would miss me for a short period, but the truth is my existence is fundamentally irrelevant outside of my relationship with Gizmo. I’m so grateful to have that relationship. I know so many who wish they had what I have with her. But knowing that I add no value to my universe outside of that is hard to manage. I makes finding the motivation to get up in the morning difficult.
And at the moment it makes falling asleep even harder.